My heart, she is just so tired

My heart ,she is just so tired. She wants to take a rest from everything. Take a rest from the fights and the arguments. Because it seems like nothing will ever be good unless she gets out of here. She wants to love but she never seems to have time for the love they are looking for. She’s been called selfish, cold-hearted and emotionless. Things she isn’t. Isn’t isn’t isn’t. She hates it. She makes it up by giving; giving pieces of her away until she is something that makes you want to say “sorry”. She wants to scream, wants to yell but what she really wants is to stop having feelings altogether.