Repletion of losses 

In a way, as I’ve learned, is it’s own kind of wonderful

After all, we live in a world of antagonism 

So perhaps it’s best to let you continually exist in my most intimate thoughts.

Thing is, I could’ve sworn I heard your ‘I love you’

but now I have to pretend there’s no reason to hurt because you created the most beautiful dream in a person.

It’s been months

but I am still trying my best to conceal

the inarticulable way that




And I know there will come a day when there remains no traces of you 

but you have to have left in the cruelest way. 


washed onto the shore; you were my tidewrack.