Repletion of losses
In a way, as I’ve learned, is it’s own kind of wonderful
After all, we live in a world of antagonism
So perhaps it’s best to let you continually exist in my most intimate thoughts.
Thing is, I could’ve sworn I heard your ‘I love you’
but now I have to pretend there’s no reason to hurt because you created the most beautiful dream in a person.
It’s been months
but I am still trying my best to conceal
the inarticulable way that
And I know there will come a day when there remains no traces of you
but you have to have left in the cruelest way.
washed onto the shore; you were my tidewrack.
Thank you for offering such cruel delicacy with your indecency. I’ve rather enjoyed the bleak and desolate condolences while I grieve.
So sweetheart, let them take you as you are, let them take you piece by piece.
Stop trying to constitute yourself as a coherent whole
Not when you are clandestinely all kinds of beautiful.